The crappy weather served as a harbinger of bad news this Wednesday. I’ve spent the last few days getting seriously excited over the prospect of taking a vacation with a good friend to the most tropical of destinations. Unfortunately, this morning that friend bailed on the plans sending me back to square one and into a downward spiral of uncertainty over any summer vacation plans actually coming to fruition. I don’t fault my friend, it was on really short notice that we decided to explore our vacation options but at the same time I was looking forward to spending time relaxing in the tropics with someone I enjoyed hanging out with. Lately it seems all of my hopes end up crashing on the ground before my feet. I guess the lesson here is not to ever look forward to anything because every time I think ahead and imagine any sort of prosperous situation it ultimately doesn’t happen. Woe is me. Don’t you feel sad?
Ok, maybe I was a little heavy handed with the depression stuff but I’m really disappointed. I’m in desperate need of a vacation and I’m too unmotivated to go adventuring by myself despite my restlessness. Maybe I’ll snap out of it and go on some soul- searching journey that I can write a screenplay about. Who knows? If you have any good ideas for my soul-searching summer vacation, send me an email here
Today wasn’t all that bad. First off, after work I met up with Jessica R. for drinks at the White Horse Tavern after work. I don’t think I’d Jess since her birthday a couple of months ago when it was snowing and I took a picture of it. Just look down for a picture of snow and you’ll see what I’m talking about. Anyway, we had a really good time just hanging out and talking and drinking beers until she had to take off at 8:30 to have dinner with her boyfriend. After that I trekked home a couple of blocks only to find a shiny new package waiting for me on the table. At this moment I’d like to announce that it’s a close race for current favorite person in the world but right now Australia’s Alex Trevor (see posts from 01/02/05 and 12/30/04) is in the lead. It was enough that I had a great time meeting and hanging out with her over the winter holidays, but now she had to go and top herself by sending me 6 CD’s across several continents and oceans all in the name of music appreciation and for that I give her the utmost thanks. Seeing that package just sitting there on my table made my day just as the email I received from her several days ago did the same. Now I have to figure out what to send her. As if 6 new CD’s wasn’t enough I still wanted more as I had previously planned to head to Tower Records and pick up the new album by Stephen Malkmus & The Jicks. When I got to Tower, I found myself with about 3 CD’s in hand. I knew the Malkmus one was coming with me and my other hand was holding the Bloc Party album and the new Ryan Adams record. I decided that Ryan Adams’ new record was a good value since it was a double-album for $12.99. Bloc Party will have to wait to provide me with aural pleasure. This is the part where I check out for the night. I have a lot of music to listen to. Over and out.
Oh and wait, on a completely unrelated note, I made two emergency blogs today just in case I have to update this but I’m on vacation for a couple of days. That way I’ll be able to keep you updated from the road. I’m not sure which one I’m going to use yet. One is here and the other one is here



